Emotions.

When something ticks me off, I don't get angry- I get FURIOUS. I must admit, I have always had a temper but never as bad as it has been. Maybe it is the stress with school and work, I cannot be sure but once I figure out why it is getting out of hand, I think I will get closer to solving my problem. Some teachers or bosses tell their students or employees to leave their issues at the front door. Somehow, I cannot get over my issues and they end up staying with me throughout the whole day. Deep down, I truly believe anyone who can ignore the bad things that are going on in their life during school time or work time, has tons of self-control and will. Anger management seems unnecessary but if this continues, I may have to consider. I mean, it's to the point where I get mad about being mad.

Sometimes there is not even a reason why I feel the way I do. Like Aliccia mentioned in a blog, I will go into this terrible, depressed mood for no apparent reason. Senior year has really got me feeling down. There are so many changes occuring in my life right now and I am trying my hardest to stay strong.